What you have said about being exhausted doing these flea markets, fairs, etc. is exactly what has worried me most. I can't stand up to this kind of routine (age & arthritis), but to keep doing what I enjoy, I feel that I may need to do more of this kind of thing.
Philly, you said:
When I "pushed" my soap making, I made a batch I really wasn't satisfied with, which I will have to accept will happen...
I recently learned a lesson about that, as well. I have some prospective clients who could turn out to be big wholesale buyers, but had a lot of input on what they wanted. My attempts to do it their way, rather than my own, left me very disappointed with the results. I approach this as an art form, and as an artist (apart from a "soap artist"
) those that I create as I go, turn out best. I realized that I must be true to what I know best, and how I go about achieving it. I accept that not every client is for everyone. They will find someone who can please them, and likewise, we will build a client base who is happy with what we produce.
My husband, a landscape artist, is currently working in a similar situation. He does beautiful paintings, when left alone. Very recently, he "won" a nice commission to do a painting for a large and important lobby. The person commissioning it, took a painting my husband had done, said he wanted it like this, but remove the water (small river), replace it with a pasture, put in a barn, change the trees to fall, but add flowers in the field.... show more sky, and make the sky all blue. He wanted to see a study for this painting first.... and I can tell you that the study told the story. ALL the creativity and life has been bled out of what could have been a beautiful painting. I just pray that he can pull this off.
We must be true to ourselves, do what we enjoy doing, or it won't work.
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Barbara at Oasis Soap Co.
http://www.oasissoap.com